We are on the last days of October and I can't wait to January, why? Because will be  my birthday; I will be 18 years old. I feel very happy most of the time  I'm anxious, waiting for January 11th. but unfortunately these last days I know why, but I'm feeling like old, like I'm having more responsibilities, that I need to care more about me, about my future, and start thinking really serious what I'm going to do, because at this time I don't have much time. I am a senior in lees than three months I will be 18. Sometimes what I really wish is go back to the time when I was a little girl, that loved to play, to enjoy whatever thing that was happening, because in my mind did not exist the word worry about, take care of myself. All of those things someone that was next to me did that for me. I went to school and I care to do my homework or I will not have a start on my forehead, play with all my friends in lunch, if I was crying was because I fall and I hurted me, and coloring my paintings perfectly. Now all of those worries are out, I have most importants things to worry about. I'm in a process to be more and more responsible, because now the one who is going to take care of me is myself.